In starlit nights, I saw you
So cruelly, you kissed me

- This is a highly selective, 18+ only, private, multiship-exclusive League of Legends based oc rp blog. Both mun and muse are 25+.- This blog is unaffiliated with the lol rpc.- If we're not mutuals, please don't send me any memes, or attempt to guilt trip me for not having followed you back. In the latter case, you'll be hardblocked.- If you're a sideblog please warn me through either an ask or a dm.- I WON'T INTERACT/FOLLOW IF: you're underage (minors will get blocked on sight), your age and/or rules are not stated on your blog, support any hate/gross content (Like inc
-st, grooming, adult/minor etc...), you're a smut-only oriented blog.- No Godmodding / Metagaming. Also, please, reblog memes from the source. Failing to do so multiple times will result in a softblock.- Drama is barely tolerated here, especially unfounded/fake rumors without any kind of evidences. I won't reblog callout posts unless they're about dangerous people like groomers/minor hunters/predators, stalkers, abusers etc...And, please. Do not involve me into any kind of drama/callout. I have a severely messed up mental health, and I want to enjoy my hobby in peace without risking to get hospitalized. Any kind of attempt or talking about it will result in a hardblock.- Violence, gore, death, mental health, sexual themes and such are present in this blog. I will tag everything accordingly (tw: trigger). I will not, however, engage in disturbing topics like r-pe, p-dophilia, incest, noncon/dubcon etc... If your muse has experienced those traumatizing things in the past, it's okay to mention them in a thread.- Please tag needles, stepping on people kink and bodyshaming (Mun has severe body dysmorphia).

SHIPPING

- I'm multiship-exclusive on both Discord and Tumblr, which means I'll only ship with one version/au of a specific muse. I don't ship with aged-up ones.- I'm highly selective with whom I ship with, and I tend to prioritize my closest friends. Exclusive shiplist here- Mun & muse must be at least 21+ to ship with mine. Also, I'm comfortable shipping Nina with muses older than her. (I consider myself agegap-friendly ONLY if two CONSENSUAL adults, who are both 25/26 y.o at least, are involved)- I'm okay with sexual content in a ship if we're both comfortable with it. Smut is available on Discord only.- If you're only interested to interact with me because you only want to smut consider not following me at all. Thanks.- Don't be a creep toward my muse. If we're not shipping/friends, don't touch her without my consent. Depending on the severity, it will result in a permablock.

THE MUN

- Zorua, she/her pronouns, 27 years old. I'm autistic and ADHD.- Chickens, cats and Castlevania enthusiast.- I suffer from a severe case of anxiety and major depression, thus if you have a problem with me please reach out and let's solve it like two adults.- If active, anon is considered a privilege. Any kind of anon hate or inflammatory asks will be ignored, reported and blocked.- If you break any kind of boundaries (Especially regarding no drama zone), you'll be warned once. Next will result in a hardblock. Also, DON'T GET MORBIDLY OBSESSED OVER MY MUSE. It severely triggers me, to the point I'll hardblock you without explanation. Behind Nina there's a human being. Remember that.- The cringy art/graphic you may see here is made by me unless stated otherwise.

If you have read my rules send me“Has the killing moon come for them?”This is optional, but it's also a good way to break the ice!Credits: shitty graphic by yours truly

Name: Nina (Ernye is her true name, but everyone calls her like that)
Race: Revenant (Formerly a human)
Date of birth: 11 December, between 916 and 926 AD
Birthplace: Targon
Apparent age: 25 years old (Died at that age)
Real age: ?? (Estimated between 70 and 80 years old)
Faith: Lunari
Gender: Cis female (she/her)
Romantic/Sexual orientation: Demipanromantic / Demipansexual
Mental health: Major PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Intrusive thoughts, Major depression, [DATA EXPUNGED]

APPEARANCE

Hair: Long, straight and black. She often braids it.
Eyes: Cerulean hued, has long and thick eyelashes.
Skin: Very pale.
Height: 4'9 ft / 150 cm
Weight: 50 kg / 110,23 lbs
Body type: Pear-shaped body. Slim in her top part, her bottom has more pronounced curves and tone.

DISTINGUISHING FEATURES:

- A huge scar on the sternum was caused by a Ra Horak’s spear, mortally injuring her. When she experiences uncontrollable feelings or has flashbacks it reopens and bleeds again.- She has various tattoos on her body, infused with Lunari magic to protect her against evil. She also has freckles and moles all over her body.

PERSONALITY:

Nina’s personality is rather complicated to describe due to the traumatic experiences she has witnessed, resulting in suffering from violent and sudden flashbacks. She mostly presents herself as a shy and kind person.Constantly dealing with a strong desire for revenge towards Solaris for what they did and keep doing to her people, her own death made her extremely cautious with whom she’s interacting, capable to turn into a ruthless person with nothing to lose if necessary.Despite not being new to death, Nina loathes ending someone's life most of the time. She’s repulsed by blood and its many properties, such as smell and color.However, she’s very altruistic and will always help all those who are in need. She’s also a very curious woman, who loves sharing her knowledge with all the people she meets, especially about topics like astronomy.

TRAITS:

- Positive: Empathetic, kind, altruistic, loyal, honest, curious
- Negative: Naive, rancorous, impulsive, has stachanovistic tendencies, cautious, overprotective, vain
- Neutral: Religious, heavy smoker, hopeless romantic

ABILITIES:

- Umbrakinesis: She can bend and manipulate the shadows to her own will, resulting in a dangerous opponent if she takes her victims by surprise. Nina has gathered this power after her demise when she ended in the Vale of shadows.- Shapeshifting: She can change her appearance in multiple ways, from an animal to even somebody else, if she knows them well enough.- Creating objects: She's able to shape endless things with shadows, from simple animals to eldritch-like creatures. Nina is able to create shadow clones of herself.- Lunari magic: Her tattoos are infused with this peculiar magic, which has mainly healing properties, and it’s able to banish all the evil spirits who attempt to harm her.- Affinity with the Moon and the darkness: To heal her injuries, she usually meditates or prays under the moonlight. Furthermore, her powers are also increased.- Immortality: Being a revenant, she's basically impossible to kill. She can be, however, weakened to the point she can't attack anymore.- Invulnerability in the darkness: In the darkness it’s almost impossible to hit her, showing her to be a very tough opponent. However, the same cannot be said under the sunlight or light in general: she deeply hates it and turns blind for a period of time, unable to attack or move sometimes.- Basic waterbending: She can bend water at her own will, to show some tricks, have visions or hit her enemies.Credits: shitty drawings and graphic by yours truly

Fate, up against your will

[TW: Religious theme, religion hate, suicide, death]Killed with her family and most beloved friends by Ra Horak, Nina is a revenant Lunari whose sole purpose is to exterminate the Solari, guilty of persecuting her people.Her extremist manners fed by grudge makes her a dangerous opponent, who considers herself as the silent and dark side of the Moon. Through her shadow and moon-based powers, she’s hellbent to eradicate Solari from Targon.Born during a cold Targonian night, Nina was a simple Lunari, daughter of minister Maelor and master weaver Selaenna.Educated in Lunari culture since she was a kid, she knew right away the deep disdain that Solari people felt towards her clan experiencing strong discrimination that’ll push all her community to hide in the most remote places around Mount Targon.Despite the problems given by them, Nina grew up in a loving environment surrounded by the ones she loved the most, in particular, she’ll form a strong and emotional bond with her mother, that’ll teach her, with the father, the art of painting and writing.Becoming a young adult she found her calling as a Moon priestess, proving to be one of the most promising apprentices, and most of her time she lived at the sacred Lunari temple.As the years went by, at 25, her father started looking for a husband for her, Nina’s life was totally devoted to knowledge and bringing honor to her family, putting aside the opportunity to get to know more about herself, studying and practicing at the temple until exhaustion.Time passed and one of the most important Lunari festivals had arrived: the full Moon celebration. But, the night prior to the event, her spirit full of joy got jeopardized by a bad-omen bringer dream: a lunar eclipse.Scared by its meaning, when the morning came, she found no one to tell about the dreadful nightmare she had, not until she considered to talk to the Lunari High Prophet, Jaelor. Nina, in his presence, questioned him about the dream for she was unsure about its meaning, and mayhaps it was only a mere coincidence.Nina was dead wrong: Jaelor, in the grip of madness, attacked her and, laughing like a madman, yelled those exact words:«YOU’LL BE A DAWNLESS NIGHT, MY SWEET CHILD!»And, then, he took a small ampoule containing the poisonous moonflower’s extract, often used by Lunari to commit suicide and prevent to getting killed and their soul sealed by Solari, to prevent them to reach the spirit realm, and then he drank it in front of her.Frightened by such prediction and view, the girl ran off, scared that if she confessed the truth both she and her family would run into some serious danger, therefore, although she was deeply shocked, she managed to stay silent, unaware that such a choice would have led to an unrecoverable tragedy.By evening, Nina temporarily forgot all her problems and one of the priestess, that night, offered to predict her future through the stars, as her father wanted to know about the man she was going to marry.But she would never know the verdict because that night was going to be a bloodbath: ambushed by some Ra Horak troops, the soldiers proposed them an ultimatum: leave that night the Targon or perish.The answer was blood: while Lunari soldiers desperately tried to push away the Solari, Nina and another Lunari group - including some of her friends and their families- ran for safety through general panic, but everything will be worthless: not only she will see all her loved ones dying in front of her eyes, but also she will be fatally stabbed in the sternum by a Ra Horak spear, followed by her lifeless body falling backward, hitting the cold stone of the temple.When Nina reopened her eyes, she found herself in a dark, eerie place which she’ll soon discover it’s populated with monstrous creatures created by the deepest and most disturbing nightmares one could ever imagine. Who brought her here? Her question was quickly answered by an anguish presence, whose name made even tremble and doubt the strongest of all Targonian Gods: Camphor.Slaughterer of men and devourer of souls, she heard the tormented souls of those killed that night, especially attracted by the young woman’s despair and pain. To the demon’s eyes, she could have been a powerful weapon or even a puppet. As she was about to feed on the Lunari, her magic quickly answered, temporarily stunning the monstrosity to let Nina escape in a safer place, beginning their tormenting hide and seek game.Soon, she found out, in order to not become like them, she had to survive thanks to the Lunari magic infused in her body. As time passed, during one of her expeditions to find a way out, something powerful was actually waiting for her, a power that was feared by those who worshipped the light…
The shadows.Although corrupted by that cursed place, they fully and quickly understood Nina’s story, who she’ll become their beloved one, to guide and protect her at all costs.
However, the more she stayed in that place, the more her body began to change: from her silver hair turning into a pitch-black hue to her skin desaturating, resembling the moonlight. It was crystal clear she had to get away as soon as possible, otherwise, she would have turned into those monstrosities that inhabited that place.Inevitably, Camphor cornered Nina, forcing her to confront her once for all and, albeit she wasn’t as strong as her, thanks to her power, and a lot of fatigue, managed to knock her out for a while, just in time for an eclipse to create a portal, finally letting the Lunari escape from that dreadful place.And, she woke up in a dried pool, a ruined place which she quickly recognized as the sacred temple. Overwhelmed by despair, Nina managed to look for her parents, her friends, her people…
Only to realize everyone was dead. And, such saturnine revelation made her scream and cry in agony, swearing her revenge and eternal hate toward Solari.She then managed to live in those lonely caves, slowly figuring out all the side effects of her “new life”, discovering how much painful was staying under the sunlight and touching gold. It was clear she was forced to come out only during the night.Over the years, she did her best to save what was left of her tribe, recollecting all the stolen artifacts, transcribing all the manuscripts she managed to find…
To kill all those who dared to deconsecrate the place she lived in. And there, she discovered the horrific feeling of taking someone’s life, just like Solari did with Lunari.Although the sorrow she felt by killing each person she met who dared to harm her, she had no other options.But, one day, things changed: during one of her nocturnal expeditions, she ran into a group of children -and she quickly recognized her kin’s clothes-, who got captured by a group of Rakkors and about to get killed by them. She would have never let some filthy scums harm children for religious purposes.That’s why she managed to grab them with her shadow’s powers and drag them into the blackest darkness…
Only to silence them forever. She refused to let those innocent children see a man dying.Before the children ran away, she appeared in front of them in tears, for she wished to not harm them, but only to protect them. Luckily, they recognized not only the sacred pieces of jewelry she was wearing but also her holy aura related to their people.Therefore, they took her to their hidden village, and mere words were not able to describe the Targonian woman’s joy as she found out the Lunari were still alive, and so some descendants of the people who lived in her old village.From that day, Nina devoted herself to protect that village from any intruders who wished to harm them, helping the elders with all their pupils and realizing one of the greatest dreams: opening and taking care of a small farm, helped by her people when she had to travel around Runeterra to gather more information about Lunari who survived during the tragedy.Now, she wasn’t alone.
Not anymore.As time passed by, she even heard of Camphor’s defeat, but still…
She knows something dangerous is awaiting for her in the darkness.

THEY HAVE STOLEN AWAY MY HEART

- Kayn the-shadow-society
- Yone kazeton
- Shen DISCORD
- Nami fathcms-below
- Artica (OC) whiteswarm

CANON- Heavy smoker. She mostly consumes mind-altering herbs, known to be used by Targonian during certain rituals.- She's keraunophobic- Has never had a romantic/sexual relationship before (Kissing someone else is included as well)- Is one of the biggest hopeless romantics you've ever seen- Quite vain, love taking care of her appearance, especially her hair- Pretty much fond of animals in general, especially cute ones. She truly likes cuccos, a very common Targonian chicken-like bird- Naive and doesn't understand innuendoes.- Her favorite color is purple- Has a huge phobia toward alcohol and people who constantly consume it. There's a huge risk she may turn dangerous if a drunk person approaches her.- She's friends with a goose named Goosestav, resident in the hidden Lunari village. Yes, you read right.- Is also a skilled singer and
musician, and her favorite instrument is the lyre. She enjoys playing some traditional Targonian music to outsiders- One of her hobbies is crafting small jewels with magical gems and gifting them to whom she cares the most- 18+ ONLY. Some of her kinks[MORE TBA]